I'm sorry to say my repeat test today showed the level going down. This is unfortunate, but not a surprise. I'm intermittently resigned to the idea and intermittently very angry at the world. I guess at least I can have alcohol tonight, coffee tomorrow, and no more painful shots for a while.
We'll get together with the doctor some time soon to discuss what all happened and where we go from here. I have a million questions. I have a million doubts. I'm equally eager to try again and very afraid of another failure. It was really difficult to sit through clinic today and listen to other people complain about their problems.
Thanks again for all of your loving thoughts and prayers. I may update this from time to time for my own peace of mind, but I probably won't send out another group email unless we end up going through to another donor.
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